to lose something

i lose my my camera in my own home
feel nothing happen
feel not sorrow
feel not to mimming
feel not to do anything
i just felt to fall to another activity
i just feel wanna escape to another space that
i can forgot all the things about my lovely camera
i can do it by reading everybody comment and replys said "i'm waiting from your next pict to show"
here in DA i say GREAT....
best job to get
best willing to hope
best to be try to be the best
i am the best to saw my own camera missing my hand to shoot...
i am the bad to let my camera missing it so....